Pheomu

Sorry for not posting or being active, prolly won't be for awhile I am going thru one of my "phases" or "alters" lol it's long and tedious to explain my mental health and there are issues I have that I have not discussed with anyone so nobody knows and that's fine with me !!

Uuuh but I am fine! I have been in a really good mood lately.

I will still check my messages on here, so if you wish to talk to me feel free to do so! I will eventually reply. : 3

Hope you all are doing good ! 

Love y'all

hmmm I think ill make art dumps for art i do during the weeks i work and post em when i only have one day off

got some dope art supplies but i wasnt in the mood to draw
prolly wont be till my next day off which is tuesday but who knows maybe i will lol

have a good week yall muah

hobby lobby reopened !!!!!!!
Im gonna see if i cant get a good art haul

i might make and post tradish art for awhile its easier for me to multitask and tbh laptops rlly hurt my eyes after a while and id much rather use my laptop time to browse and be activeish

im not rlly a on my laptop a lot person tbh almost everything is typed off my phone lol and even then
staring at digital screens for too long hurts me and gives me majorly bad migraines.

so yes hehe tradish art might end up being my go to we will see

my anxiety has peaked and i wanna play on my switch for a bit so i will draw some more later mmmmaybe dunno what my mood is yet BOOF <3

I think 1 of my absolute least fav things is when I prefer an artists old stuff over their new stuff.
Like !! I'm so glad they improved, and are doing amazing. Technically speaking their art is even more amazing, and I'm proud of them for the stuff they've accomplished. Seeing improvement memes is awesome and I do love it.

BUT...for me...sometimes people become boring in pursuit of their improvement.
Their art becomes too bland to me, and I often find myself looking at their old stuff rather than their new stuff bc smth about it interests me more.

And call me crazy, but I prefer bad anatomy sparkledogs with effort put into them and emo/edgy emotions...RAW emotions...or super cute chibis or super stylized stuff like book-style cuteness or tim burton skinnyness/darkness over 

"hey look at my perfect anatomy dog guys"

dudes I see this one image that floats around pinterest a lot that kinda infuriates me, and it's this pic where someone shows the correct way to draw a wolf and at the top is like a stylized cute drawing of a woof VS the bottom where it's just a regular anatomical correct woof and it's so boring and they try to say "the stylized one is completely wrong and bad dont do this !!" "instead only do this boring thing bc it's correct don't be different"

and I get where you're coming from if you're trying to learn anatomy, but THERE WAS HONESTLY NOTHING WRONG WITH THE TOP EXAMPLE AT ALL IT WAS PLEASING TO THE EYE AND SUPER CUTE AND V OBVS A STYLE LMAO

I can't explain it man. I'm bad at words.

Anyways I wanna start striving for my art to not be so generic and boring and start making both mega edgy stuff and also mega sickly cute stuff bc both are moods for me so like. 

again I warned ya'll I have tons and tons of thoughts constantly swirling in my brain and so my comments WILL BE NON-STOP MESS OF THIS SHITE LOL

love ya'll stay safe <3